nothing substantially great
for me other than leading
to my moral decay.
yes my life is going to be
a sad accumulation of bad karma.
i.e bad person, bad life, bad person, bad life
so as a result of
my moral decay
i would like to irrationally
blame ____ for allowing overprivileged
members of the society to exist,
leading to this wide
happy-sad disparity in humanity.
can you really blame
us for feeling just more than
a little imbalanced
when the truth is that:
there ARE people
living charmed, monied,
overprivileged, wholesome-enough
lives ???
its true that it is
easier for them to cultivate the
the ability to be happy
since
1) they are subjected to
positive feedback from the people
around
2) they exist in their impenetrable
bubble of elitism where mediocrity/poverty
is a fact they read about somewhere
but faraway nonetheless
3) they don't have to try XXX times
harder just to MAKE IT - all thanks to
the illusion of meritocracy
4) they are able to somehow detect
themselves to be
'immensely loved by people around', and
as a result spread messages of
warmth and optimism, radiating all
sorts of positive energy that
yezz, pathetic individuals like myself
can only look on with
green/teary eyezzz
happy is just convenient for
them.
for us, in order to be,
we have to be braver,
more contented, more mature,
more open-hearted.
we have to be alot of things
before we ever manage
happy.
some people are just
more perfect than we
or our future generations
will ever be.
its all doomed.
8:57 PM